Wishing I had one..

Don't you just love it when the person you love the most, wakes you up doing something special? It will be nice for someone just to give me a wake up call and sing a love song to me so that my day begins with a smile. It just make my day a whole lot better. This is one of the moment when I am wishing that I had that one; special someone. But then again having that certain someone, I can't expect him to be doing what I want, because he can't read my mind. But if I were to be a guy or man, I think I won't be doing it either. However, if I had saw that scene somewhere, then maybe I will be motivated to do something so sweet as that.

So it is quite difficult to be a guy and being expected to do something out of the usual. I don't take side in the gender issue, cause I know being either gender, there will always come a set of expectation that maybe the other party is hoping to have or get, but we can't or don't know about it, thus not doing it. This expectation is hard to acknowledge and realize because we human are not mind reader.

But to be fair, if you are a part of a relationship, please do understand that being in a relationship takes a lot of courage and initiative to keep the relationship moving and stable all the time. Understanding each other, trusting and even letting go is part and parcel of the core of the relationship. Take your time to get to know your respective partners. Don't rush into something that is unsure or unstable. Be yourself and then when you are ready, be encourage to do something different once a while and surprise your special someone. Make he or she feel the love and care, specially from You to Them. Love them with a heart full of promises, even if you can't keep most of them.

LOVE

Love.

Wat does 'IT' means? Is saying as simple as "I'm in love" defines that you are loving someone? Sometimes saying it out loud, too many times just defeats the purpose totally. You just say it out because you are used to saying it. It doesn't mean anything and it never had been. I am certainly not an expert in love relationships but I know enough that saying "I LOVE YOU" doesn't change anything. It is your overall attitude towards the relationship. It is the feeling of "you can't see yourself being with anyone else except that particular someone", then you have fallen in love. But it is not so simple. Loving someone needs a lot of patience and heart, as well as feelings will always be in doubt. However, once that feeling is stable, you will always have that certain amount of increasing caring, respect and affection for that person. Once you found that, you are for certain on the base and core of LOVE.

NEW YEAR!!

So before I say anything, "HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!"

So let me started, I have once again set this entry to post at 12am sharp. So this post is the first post of the year, 2010. I seriously can't believe that I am saying 2010 finally. And finally I am going to leave my teenage year and enter the young adult. So before I turned that I have to changed my self. I don't know what to change but I will learn. However throughout 2009, I have learnt that I have to be more matured, different and still be me. How can I really do that?

Anyway below I am listing what everyone is for sure listing in their blog, they new year resolution. I couldn't find what my 2009 resolution was but am I going to forget that as it has already left. Let's started with the new.

1. Get bike lisence
2. Lose weight at the belly
3. Find a path in life, which leads to "Finding a well-deserved/ interesting job"
4. Earn enough to buy bike(1st)/laptop(2nd)
5. Get over him officially and no more thoughts-which then leads to love destination

That is the top 5 of resolution I want to complete and hoping it's not that difficult to achieve. Maybe it's not reseasonable but I am hoping, wishing, praying that everything is going to be not perfect or goes as planned, but atleast everything is going to be okay. :)